well im getting the flu. a temp and some nausea. wow is it hard being sick when you are a mom. mike was home this morning and took good care of us. matthew saw me crying at one point and busted out in tears, then didnt leave my side. just looked at me lots with his big compassionate eyes. when i put him in his crib for his nap he just reached back and held my hand which he has never done before. i love him so much but this is hard. one of those days i wish he wasn't up 3 times a night for 30 minutes each. i guess he misses me. we love each other.
this is what it turned into when i gave up getting him to take one of his naps.
he just wanted to hang with his mama i guess.