im a tad blogged out. so these long blogs im writing, im losing time for. im still doing my 40 day thing. ill just catch up on blogging it later. if i want time to paint and read. im not gonna type too long of blogs all the time. but look how big matthew is getting. i love him. and i love that he loves to cuddle. we just had the best cuddle time this morning.it was so sweet an awesome.