It Will Get Easier

That is what they all said. And they all were right. The screaming, inconsolable infant Matthew has progressed to one of the most content and sweetest people I have ever met. Naps and bedtime are a breeze, (most of the time) and I don't hope for a longer nap for the reason that I need to get things done; because after a few minutes of cuddles the kid is on the floor ready to get in as much playing as he can. He of course has his days, but I am really going to admit, he is one easy kid. I do have to say, we have worked REALLY hard in making his home a safe place for him. He has always been a very jumpy and emotional child. But that has really eased since we have found a balance in our home and become very routine with him. Not strict strict scheduling but very routine. We have found a good balance of making him feel listened to and comfortable while at the same time keeping boundaries to where Mike and I can function best as parents. This sometimes means that it can be more difficult when the environment drastically changes or he has to sleep somewhere else, but when 90% of our lives are at home, this works. And really, it is more fun than work. Really. I don't always feel that way, but when Matthew is healthy and his teeth are at ease (the other two did come in) we are happy people over here. And I LOVE BEING A MOM!!!!!!!!! I told a friend that I am more "me" than any other time in my life. Staying home and taking care of my family. I just cannot be more thankful that God is letting me pursue my dream of taking care of people in this way. Oh. So Good!