one night it takes 2 hours to get the baby to sleep and you feel like you are gonna fall over from a day with a toddler and the baby having been just right behind you. but then the next morning, you are playing with the babies little bare feet while he is snuggled up nursing after a warm bath and everything is right in the world. God knows how to keep moms going. And I think its in their little feet.
oh and ben smiled for the first time today, that helped.