my not favorite me

some days,  I am the person I don't want to be. I say stupid things and hurt people. I do what I am against. I hate those days. I go in circles in my thoughts. And I just want to take things back. I say stupid things out of my own pain, I know it. I push people away. But i remind myself that God forgives those days. I believe that. And I believe that if I sulk too much, it becomes about me, and not about Christ. I choose to believe that I am still loved by God today!!